North (ryu99) wrote,

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It Is Within Me

I want to go to the top of a tall building and scream at the top of my lungs... but there are no buildings high enough.

I want to go on an adventure that involves fun, laughter, and possibly a hint of danger... but there are no companions.

I want to play my the music that expresses my very emotion, something that people can sing along to... but there are no people.

I want to sit on the dock and watch the sun come up with my love... but there is no love.

I want the creative energy that I am feeling within me to come pouring out... but the time has yet to come. But it is within me.


I've been getting the urge lately to do all of those things but I feel as if I require companionship. I'm very lonely and I need motivation, the kind that you can only find from people that actually inspire you to stand out or just express yourself. I've met very few people that have actually been able to do that for me and up until recently there was only one person who really had that effect on me and now she's not there anymore. I feel our previous conversation may have had some reprecussion on our friendship of seven years. She's always been there for me through thick and thin and has always brought out the best in me. It's been at least a month since I last talked to her and every day that goes by that I don't hear from her eats away at my heart. I feel as if my strength has left me sometimes. I know they say that friends come and go but this is one that isn't allowed to go. She means to much to me and I to her. Not a day goes by that I don't hope that she's doing well and is happy. I wish she would just call and let me know that everything is alright... even if things are not alright between her and I.

Watch angels in the morning become a devil’s afternoon
I will panic in the evening underneath the crashing moon
So fall in love while you can still hold your head up high
And pretend that you’re alive again
It’s friends that leave you here in the end so hold your head up high
And pretend that you’re alive
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